DANCETOTHEMUSIC

room temperature.

2012-01-04T04:20:00.002+08:00

I have been watching dramas.

Then it suddenly hit me, yes right now.

Why must their love (I mean the main actors) be so full of ups and downs?

If I were to choose, I'd prefer a room temperature relationship.

Fine, I admit I once fantasized about being in a idol drama-like world.

OK FINE.

Not only once.

BUT! I woke up from that dream already can.

Why must love be so full of obstacles?

Crazy one.

No wonder firms and companies in market can earn so much.

They formed an oligopoly. WTF.

Target group? Dreamers. (Yay! I am included because I still dream occassionally. FML)

Hey yo!

Gotta dream big to be big ok?!

But good thing my preferences in order are:-

reading storybooks (manga inclusive) > watching variety shows > animes (One Piece kind, I WATCH SHOUNEN not shoujo ha!) > listen to music > watching idol dramas

So I guess I still love my books yo! Sadly not textbooks inclusive.

lecture scheduling

2011-09-08T19:40:00.002+08:00

Really hate it when things don't go my way.

I DON'T GET ANY MORNING CLASSES AT ALL!

Look at that!

Now having the right-palm-on-forehead-and-lying-weakly-on-the-sofa-armrest position.

And totally told JT that I won't take Mondays and Fridays.

LOOK AT MY SCHEDULE NOW!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

still guitarless.

2011-08-24T16:49:00.005+08:00

After a long struggle, I finally passed!

Year 2 is going to be a tough one!

ALL modules are pre-requisites to Year 3. Cool not?

Plus, they aren't as amiable as compared to Year 1 modules. (which already gave me a big headache)

In all 22 years in my life, University is the biggest challenge ever.

But! Fuck you, I will be the last one standing yo!

i need batteries

2011-08-07T23:53:00.005+08:00

Not doing much these few days.

Staying at home can be really boring sometimes.

And my right pinkie's kinda sore.

Because my wireless mouse ran out of power, and the optical mouse is too narrow to rest it on to!

strum~

2011-08-06T01:01:00.003+08:00

Decided to get a guitar since I have nothing better to do at home.

Looking at FS720S Yamaha.

I heard acoustics are hell on fingers!

thank you for calling

2011-07-31T19:07:00.003+08:00

Finalized thought for the month,

I can't do customer care service when it's not two-way.

Because I don't think customers are always right!

Colleagues are fine, but the management sucks big time.

jeans

2011-06-30T02:06:00.001+08:00

2 years ago my jeans were loose and I thought they loosen because I wear them too often.

Now, I realized that was because I was getting fats off me.

BECAUSE IT'S TIGHTER THAN EVER NOW.

DNA

2011-06-25T01:36:00.003+08:00

Went to Dance Nation Arena (DNA) production along with JTSM.

Got complimentary tickets from biatch (XTWX)

Fantastic show!

Biatch told me a young girl and her bunch of friends are into him.

Something that goes like this, "(whatever) bass, he held my hand today. melts"

O.M.G.

Roll eyes can?!

Ah~ Young girls, fawning all over him.

Super popular huh?!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

And this story gradually led me to how HHW told me she finds Chris.G handsome (while dancing).

Really can't imagine girls measuring up Lips biatch. (Or either of the clique's 3 guys, well maybe except my bias, NYL. HAHA!)

Saw Connie Tay too, sexy girl she is!

where are you?

2011-06-13T02:31:00.002+08:00

My mom told me: "My boss's daughter have boyfriend already lei. She's of the same age as you are. Where's yours?"

I didn't answer her, because I don't know where he is now.

backaches

2011-06-03T21:08:00.003+08:00

Stuck at home, jobless!

Sitting in front of the computer from afternoon till morning.

Watching lots of dramas.

Oh! And I couldn't find the original JDrama of The Ring.

Very irritating.

没用

2011-05-11T17:26:00.006+08:00

就像；

放屁后才通知我，你放了。

类似于这样的事。

虽然！我给的例子很烂。呵呵呵！

在听A-Lin的“寂寞不痛”

从Ms许的微薄那得知这首歌。

不错不错！

大考考完了，但不知道为舍么，我并没有大叹一口气说，“我放心了。”

而是有了，“三个月后再说” 的想法。

是不是一旦死过就再也不再怕黑呢？

我可是这辈子都没有这样的读过书。

从小自认智商不错，蛮高的。

利用了自己的“得来不费功夫”过了小学，国中，高中。

成绩一向不错，不算非常好，但是也不低！

而我也从来不觉得读数是需要努力的，所以，一向不了解为舍哪些人需要读那么多书。

年轻时不就是要享受吗？

好啦，现在长大了，发现一切再也不是当初来的那么容易了。

回头看那些年轻人，背着一个背包，帮着马尾，偷偷的在能犯校规的小地方上动手脚，好怀念啊！

当初的我们是过得那么简单，单纯，快乐。

上学也是快乐的（虽然上课还是想睡觉），看到朋友们也大叫着名字说，“某某某，你迟到了哦！快！” 然后被训导主任抓到，一起设法想逃跑（后来还是没法逃，就暗地里的骂老师为舍不放过你）

疯狂的少年时期。。。

逐渐成长的我们，是何时失去来那时的天真和快乐？

34 is suffice.

2011-04-26T00:19:00.002+08:00

OMO!

A week before D-day.

Stuck in front of this screen, watching 醉后决定爱上你 Ep 2.

Ok, after finishing the episode I shall go study Stats2.

Kyaaaa~

time; nature's wilfulness

2011-04-02T21:29:00.002+08:00

It's April.

Damn.

Being wrong once is a mistake.

Twice? It's a fault on purpose.

playground

2011-03-19T00:40:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was TXM's birthday, shan't note the year.

Went to the playground near my house.

Highlight? It was the swing.

Remember how we used to run around playing tag and "ice & water"?

And how we used to hog onto the swing for, less say, 10mins straight?

And how we hook onto poles like we were monkeys just to avoid being caught?

And how we walk on the monkey bars instead of swinging from bar to bar?

We can't do those now!

Slides, mysteriously, are still the best.

Bridges, we still jump on them like they are trampolines.

I guess everyone has a kid in them, no matter what age :)

2011

2011-03-07T20:42:00.002+08:00

Happy 2011 people!

I know it's a tad late, but who cares =/

Exam dates are lurking around me like Voldemort, haunting me; the terror.

My wish for 2011 is to grow up into a rich and happy lady! :)

nana loves the internet

2010-12-25T20:45:00.003+08:00

Korean variety shows are a must in my life recently.

Last time, it used to be Taiwan idol dramas.

Because they lost their sparkling sheen already (plots are cliche)

I turned towards KDramas.

Now, even KDramas are beginning to go downslope in plot-wise.

Good thing, there are much more eye candies in them.

Top Recommendation:-

Variety/Talk Shows

1st place: Family Outing Season 1 (I like the casting)

2nd place: Running Man (Made Hide-and-Seek fun! I want to try it in Vivocity..HAHA!)

3rd place: Kang Xi Lai Le (Yea, the only Taiwan talk-show I've chasing for 3years)

Dramas

1st place: Hana Yori Dango (I personally think the Taiwan version is the best! Followed by Japan version. Personal opinion is to not watch the China one.)

2nd place: Gossip Girl Series (Must watch! I like Ed Westwick's character the best;sexy voice)

3rd place: Goong, Princess Hours (Tsk! Why people like weak/indecisive characters like HuaZeLei and Lu-Goon? I so much prefer DaoMingSi and Shin-Goon)

Actually got alot more idol dramas to intro.

But I shall stick to Top3 per section, just because I am lazy.

Although I have nothing much to do now.

HAHA!

nanananana~

2010-12-23T22:16:00.002+08:00

Gave up in skipping.

At first thought it will make me taller + slimmer.

But all I get was muscle aches at my calves.

Which is not good, because it will make my calves even bigger.

Sit-ups are good, cause I will sweat even if i do 50.

HAHAHAHA!

But I think the best exercise is to swim.

Oh!

I went to JB with LPH and TXM+friends.

Their JB friend so on one, one phone call then will come fetch. Thanks!

Bought nothing, only scrunchies.

Damn sad about it.

Initially going to do my nails there, but seriously..

I have no patience to wait for 30mins after the appointment time.

Good thing I didn't do my nails, else I'd have no spoils of war (scrunchies)

They only cost me 20RM for 3!

Abrupt end.

so happening huh :)

2010-12-20T18:56:00.002+08:00

went to Bintan for a getaway trip.

But 3D2N not enough!

Then too hectic, didn't have time to even rest. (cause too much activities)

Didn't get to do snorkeling. :(

Made a few friends there due to JTSM.

1st day: Checked in, had dinner at The Kelong. Went bowling then arcade then karaoke.

2nd day: Horse riding, rifle shooting, archery, flying fox(twice). Then it rained! So we stayed at the point with the staff. Very friendly and they were of the same age! (around there) Went back hotel to bathe. Had lunch. Went for full body massage, what an experience! Shop at Oleh Oleh made a tattoo. (Our chauffeur is our age, married and planning to have a kid already! His wife is 17. Crazy not?!) Then karaoke again!

3rd day: Elephant ride (but we didn't) Archery again. Lunch. Head back to SG.

Back to SG.

School again, feeling very guilty cause never study. No motivation no determination no.......

Meetups with my secondary school girlies is love.

Gatherings with my pasat besties also.

Shopping with sisters.

Kite flying + picnic just last week.

Had a mini pre-Christmas celebration at Hsinwen's during weekends.

Going JB tomorrow.

Don't know Christmas got anything not.

Flying off to visit my maternal relatives for the week.

By the time I'm back, it's New Year!

Then need to pay exam fees.

School again! =.=

Find time to buy CNY clothes!

i want my fringe back!

2010-12-17T02:58:00.003+08:00

im not crazy

I really regret cutting to bangs.

Definitely growing them out and back.

And I want to dye my hair to a stunning dark red!

doing math everyday

2010-10-11T17:20:00.012+08:00

Neglected this space for eons.

Have been slowly studying Math1.

Like ultra slow.

I feel that I lack of self management.

So I did some human math.

Actually, 24 hours is more than enough.

You see ah.

8 hours: sleep. 24-8=16 (BY RIGHT IS 8HR LA, just keep on reading)

8 hours: work (if you are full time working) 16-8=8

2 hours: traveling (if I work in Joo Koon..haha!) 8-2=6

3 hours: eat (provided i eat all 3 meals, 1hr/meal) 6-3=3

2 hours: bathe 3-2=1

(you don't kpkb say i bathe ultra long, 1DAY 2HR BATHING TIME IS SUFFICIENT FOR ME! and majority of my friends bathe around the same timing as me! 40mins~1hr)

And I don't believe you all bathe 3 times everyday.

So! I studying 1 hour everyday. And I am not working full time.

So I do my math everyday,

I shall pretend that I am working part time.

Say 5 hour shift?

So, 8-5=3 and 1+3=4.

I have 4 hours left. (I add on to my sleeping time, what about you?)

Then days I am not working, 4+5=9 - 3(sch)=6.

If no school and not working, I get 9hours.

If no school and working, I get 4hours.

If schooling and not working, I get 6hours.

If schooling and working, I get 1hour.

What a luxurious life.

So I tell myself, repeatedly, "insufficient time is an excuse, not a reason."

yo baby

2010-09-19T21:52:00.003+08:00

pet phrase for these few days.

HAHA!

Everyone's having 21st party.

I hope mine will arrive soon!

And of course stop there.

(tooooooo wishful eh?)

left with 2

2010-09-07T11:25:00.003+08:00

Recently celebrated HQY's birthday.
I had to lie alot.
HAHAHA.

i'd be 24

2010-08-28T15:38:00.001+08:00

I failed my mods.
Will be graduating only in Year2013,
Making me 24 year old graduate.

HELLO!

2010-07-31T21:15:00.004+08:00

I decided to keep my fringe :)
Maybe some other day then I'll get a hair cut and dye.
And that will be the time I will be having bangs, again!
Looking forward to end of contract.
But my stomach twists upon realising results are going to be released soon.
Not even that nervous for Os.

she is my friend.

2010-06-23T21:08:00.002+08:00

HQY told me something weird,
She went to pantry to refill her water because she want to eat her Lays tomorrow.
And I told her I will definitely blog this down.

and,

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY HHW!

money money come come!

2010-06-22T21:18:00.001+08:00

It's nearing month end.
I can literally hear the "kaching!"
:D

tskkkkkk!

2010-06-21T19:04:00.002+08:00

I just found out that I don't have the track name for last dance class!
And hor, I haven't bathe.
So the mosquitoes are biting me like siao.
I did mention before,
Someday, when I go "snap!" I sure catch the mosquito and suck back my own blood.
*HAHA!*
Looking for this Sunday!
HHW is coming back, like so fast!
And my next Hiphop lesson!!
Excited~

Oh, my mom suddenly had this craving for curry fish head for dinner.
So, I will be having dinner today!!
Cannot everyday have dinner, sure fat one :(

busy busy!

2010-06-19T13:17:00.003+08:00

Hello hello.
Been busy for the week.
Had HipHop and J/K Pop.
Much preferred hiphop and shall stick to that throughout.
Maybe try out StreetJazz for a couple of times.

Work's getting busier,
Yesterday is Friday and I had to leave the office at 6:30pm!
My normal timing is 5:30pm lor!
Hopefully, timings will go back to normal on and after Monday.

Korean classes had to be pushed back for another month!
Because I went down to NUS Extension with LPH just to find out that the July classes are full.
And sidetrack abit,
GSS is full of nothing-ness la!
Because I went for a few shopping trips,
Cannot even spend above $500.
TSKKKKKK!

Had originally planned to go down studio for an event,
But practically no one showed any particular interest in that.
Plus, I don't want to wait for JTSM till 8pm,
So I had to give that idea up.

Oh!
And HHW is finally coming back on 27th June, which is next Sunday.
So fast can!?

ugh

2010-06-06T02:44:00.003+08:00

Vicious cycles of daily routines, boring me out.
Although money at month ends are dazzling temptations.
Much as I wish to have loads of them,
But the only way is, to work.

Studies may be a torture.
Work is pure hell.
A boring one.

chitty chitty bang bang!

2010-05-31T23:13:00.003+08:00

Went to AMK shop on Saturday.
Bought 2 tanks, 1 dress, 1 blouse and a pair of wedges.
Sunday was JPLM's (and friends) finals at Novena Square2.
HAHA! The (and friends) only those who went will know.
And they have fans already can?!
Thanks JPLM (and friends) for treating us. :)

Went to sign contract for my temp job today.
Starting work tomorrow already.
Alone.

Oh I finally signed up for dance class.
And KLB1 should be starting on 7th July.
Hopefully, earlier.

nth to do jiu shi blog

2010-05-29T00:49:00.003+08:00

Saw a phrase which I thought that it's very true.
"Only boring people feel bored"
Random, I know.

Went Orchard on 27th to shop for working clothes.
Not very productive though.
2 tanks and bottoms each respectively.
Singapore has this very weird thing about shoes.
Especially flats, I can't seem to find a pair which I really like.
I really don't want to wear heels to work, I am not pain-tolerant.
Went to TPY to walk 1 round earlier, together with TXM.
Bought necessities home.

Did I mention?
After 'Little Nonya" which I watched for like less than half the series.
I am currently hooked onto the 9pm show.
Still don't know the name though.
It's the ghost show, by Adrian Pang.
Just found out the show, like last week.
Not bad lei.

Side track abit, Naruto is going to fight the kyubi!
And I suspect, Ichigo's father is Aizen's brother.
HAHAHA!
Guess I am still a dork at heart~

holiday must do (s)

2010-05-26T22:32:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, I don't even know what I want.
But I think it's a good thing.
Trusting my guts to step onto new grounds, experiencing new things and knowing new people.
Of course I feel lost some of the times.
But my family, sisters and friends will be right behind me to catch my back.

Sometimes,
I couldn't help but to wonder,
Friends;"How many will really come forward when I need them?"

Oh, I will be starting work real soon!
Am really happy about that.
To think just 1 year before, I used to sneer at those who work because they need money.
( I know, very bad thing to do )
But now I know, it's better to spend hard earned money than to take it from parents.
It feels better!

3 "must-do" on list,
1 ticked.
Left with dance classes and KLB1!
This Sunday going to sign-on package for dance.
KLB1 can only start during July though, checked the website already :(

i like~

2010-05-21T16:43:00.002+08:00

20th May.
Ok, yesterday.

First, I woke up due to a phone call.
For an interview.
Hope I get in with HQY. :)
Then JTSM called.
She thought that I was still sleeping.
Cause we're meeting 2pm at DBG.
In the end, we met around 3pm.
HAHA!
Had Carls Jr, super full can!?
Chat for a while there, went to POMO and SMU.
Had my impromptu interview.
Bumped up with HQY, head straight for KBOX.
Found out so many people resigned.
Not I want to complain, but I don't really appreciate the welfare there.
Maybe that's the reason for the lightning speed turn-over rate.

I want to start work asap,
So I can shop shop shop.
And save up for my HK trip at year end.
So going to buy ALOT of jackets and shoes there.

Stop the Time

2010-05-19T16:42:00.001+08:00

Nice song.
But my mom hates it.
She say not nice.

This is the live version.

nana is back!

2010-05-16T19:00:00.003+08:00

On 12th of May 2010,
I broke down, due to stress.
Mostly because I was touched by my family.
Long story.

Anyway,
Exams' over!

I was weakest during last week.
Never every cried out loud since my toddler years.
Very glad that my family is with me.
And I have my sisters.
Especially HQY, at that time. :)
Talking about sisters, I miss HHW :(

:(

2010-04-01T22:42:00.003+08:00

I think I got eye infection or what.
My right eyeball is red until don't know like what.
A little pain.

URW is mental torture.
Especially when I have to attend a straight 7hr lecture, alone.

I want Colonize hoodies, Banc hoodies, Pancoat pullovers, PONY jacket, truck caps and beanies.

don't snatch from me.

2010-03-26T00:27:00.003+08:00

I decided that my new favourite hangout/chill place is,
None other than Kallang Leisure Park.
There is practically no crowd.
No screaming toddlers.
No wailing babies.
Ok, let's just say,
You can't even hit a human being turning circles around like a mad person with your hands wide open.
But maybe the security guard will stop you la.

Went to KBuffet with SSSL, JTSM, LKHW and SSSL poly friend.
Absolutely not a single soul in sight lor.
Ok la, I stayed the room like for the whole time.
I had a personal stalker-like manservant.
HAHAHA!
No pictures! :(

quiz

2010-03-22T19:20:00.002+08:00

List your favourite member from each of the following groups :

1. DBSK - MICKY YOOCHUN

2. Big Bang - TOP

3. Super Junior - TEUKIE

4. SHINee - ONEW

5. 2PM - TAEC

6. 2AM - SEULONG ONG ONG

7. BEAST - DOOJOON

8. F.T.Island - SeungHyun

9. F.Cuz - KAN

10. ZE:A - ehhhh..

11. Epik High - mmm...

12. MBLAQ - SEUNGHO

13. U-kiss - ELI

14. SS501 - HYUNJOONG

15. C.N.Blue - I like the guitar guy

16. Girls Generation - Tiffany

17. Kara - I only knw Nicole

18. 2NE1 - CL!

19. 4minute - Hyuna

20. F(X) - Amber cause she very handsome.

21. Wonder Girls - The rapper

22. After School - Now I think NANA quite cool

23. Brown Eyed Girls - JEA

24. Rainbow - ehhhh..

25. T-ara - mmmmm...

26. Jewelry - ahhhh..

27. Seeya - wuuu....

28. Davichi - the one with the deeper and more powerful voice

29. Secret - ohhhh...

Favourite boy group?
2PM and BIGBANG. i don't care about the rules of choosing only one.

Favorite girl group?
2NE1

Favourite pairings from the stated groups, or any other Kpop artist(s)?
OMG IMAGINE TOP AND TAEC RAP ON STAGE. HOTTIE ALERT, I WILL DROOL AND BLEED MY NOSE TO MY TOES

Favourite solo artist(s)?
Lee Hyori my nv shen

Favourite songs right now?
i got alot, maybe Wonder Woman for now. Or Try to Copy Me. Or Tik Tok.

First kpop song ever?
BIGBANG HARU HARU.

First kpop music video ever?
BIGBANG HARU HARU

First kpop love (group/solo)?
BIGBANG

First variety show?
FAMILY OUTING SEASON 1

Any dance you can do (from a MV)?
WONDER GIRLS NOBODY -.-

A song you always/usually listen to EVERY day?
Changes from time to time.

Your favorite music video?
For now, 2NE1 Try to Copy Me.

Any of your friends into kpop and who?
My sisters, although we have TOTALLY different tastes.

Which group/artistes can you see yourself being dedicated to for the rest of your time into Kpop?
OMG HARD QUESTION. OKOK. LEE HYORI.

2+1=21

2010-03-19T02:39:00.004+08:00

Amongst sisters, TXM is 2nd to be 21st.
Her BBQ got alot of people I don't know lor.
TSK.
But when people cleared out the place,
Left just a few, not bad, we chat for a few hours.
Then their "sister" drove all of us home.
I heard that, they got on the wrong route to Sengkang.
So, in the end, the last passenger (TXM) got home at 6am!
I got home before 4am!
Lucky me, because they were hesistating whether to send me or HQY home first.

Ok, then today me and my sisters went to KBOX.
KPOP all the way can?!
Although I was amused by the dinosaur photos which represented the artiste.
Oh, best thing is that the whole session only costs us 8sgd/= per pax.

idioms.

2010-03-15T19:31:00.004+08:00

For all I know, people around me seldom uses idioms.
Neither does movies nor dramas.
So, it happened that this afternoon.
After watching Alice in Wonderland. (get to that later on)
I went to Popular Bookstore with my friends.
So coincidentally, i saw this "Idioms" book.
And flipped it through.
Me and my friends went on with guessing the multiple choices.
Ask you,

Since he is ________ about it, we had to help him through work.

1. cut out to be
2. making no bones
3. wet behind the ears
4. taking the belt in

What's the answer?!
.
.
.
.
.
.
..
.
ANSWER IS NO.3!

Another one,

After he looked down _______ on the offer, he had not gotten another job offer since then.

1. eyes
2. nose
3. ears
4. feet

This one easy,
..
.

.
.
.
No.2.

Not my standard not good ok.
It's I forgot about the harder questions set.
But I honestly didn't know about the meaning of "wet behind the ears" lor!
It means, to me, a greenhorn.
Like, you are still not familarized with or about.

Anyway, Alice in Wonderland was amazing.
Not much of a climax type of climax when Alice was battling with the Jabbawokee.
And the name, Jabbawokee kinda reminded me of the Amercians Best Dance Crew show.
HAHAHHA!
But the scenes and effects and costumes and makeup were wonderful.
Splendidly done, I can say.
But I wonder why Johnny Depp always gets these kind of roles.
Always, a little not right in the mind kind.
But he is cute alright. :)
Sadly, the ending left me hanging.
I was hoping/expecting Hatter to appear lor!
But it just ended like that!
TSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

7.5/10

mountain turtle who speaks hokkien.

2010-03-12T03:28:00.004+08:00

I am almost, "living in the mountains", almost.
Realised, it has been like, at least 1 month I got out of the neighbourhood.
Other than the library, no where else.
Till, today.
DBG and Raffles.
Then, going to IT Fair tomorrow.
Saturday night going BBQ and night cycling.
Sunday shall be well spent, sleeping.
Monday I must be back to my studying regime.

Taste of death, anyone?

2010-03-03T16:42:00.003+08:00

When you think polytechnic/JC work is killing you,
Wait till you enter uni.
Life is all about whining what you can't.
And showing off what you can.

last chance

2010-02-22T23:52:00.005+08:00

18yr old FTTL

I like the idea of being studious.
The last year that I am going to be slack.
And I am quitting it, for good!

Love me!

top and taec, kyaaaaaa!

2010-02-21T01:28:00.003+08:00

Went to LPH's house for steamboat.
Sisters-only event.
Although we ended up with only 4.
HHW left for Aussie, leaving us with max power 5/6.
Watched videos and shared some videos amongst.
LJM likes WooYoung!
Yellow remind me of WooYoung, because of the My Color MV. :)
I was thinking, maybe she will like Nickhun.
So going to convert everyone to 2PM's fan.
Whenever I see anyone, I will show them videos of 2PM.
My obsession for them is growing insanely.
More than that was during BigBang's time lor!
Speaking of BigBang, they are back in Korea!
*cheers loudly*
Then, after a while, TOP's new solo single, Turn It Up will be released.
It has been postponed because of Daesung's Cotton Candy.

Going to study, tomorrow, at the library!
Hardworking ok?!

dream, can you?

2010-02-19T01:27:00.004+08:00

I remember, when I was a kid.
I used to shout out all day long,
"I want to be a professional racer!"
"I want to be a professional boxer!"
"I want to be a fireman!"

Although my dreams were very unfathomable,
I had dreams.
I had ambitions.
I had something to look forward in life.

Now, when people ask me.
"What are you going to do after graduation?"
I would simply just frown, shrug and smile.
Passing off remarks like, "Maybe a..?"
Often laughing the situation off,
"I want to be a TAITAI!"

But as you grow older,
People get more complicated.
They do not enjoy their lives as much as when they are younger.
More like, they don't appreciate what is given to them already.
I know I am so much well off in aspects of what I get.
But I guess, adult human beings are much more greedy than I thought.

Superficial, materialistic, greed, jealousy, arrogance and stubbornness.
Can you take them all away?

Everyone is in Aussie.

2010-02-16T23:23:00.005+08:00

HHW went for Brisbane earlier :(
On second thoughts,
She will be back every now and then.
HAHAHA!

15yr old HHW.

I shall be kind and post her picture here.
Instead of FB.

red packets filled with happiness.

2010-02-14T00:40:00.003+08:00

It has been such a long time since I blogged.
Ok, maybe not as long as those lazy people out there.
And, at least I am updating.

Bought my baby on 100211, it's his birthday then.
I decided it's gender myself.
Many said I was crazy.
Ipod , Sony walkman, then now this.
I have too many videos to watch.
And I often find myself wanting to play with other people's device.
So might as well just get it.
Am an avid fan of electronic devices/gadgets.
Understand it la!
People might be going gaga over shoes, clothes, make up, skincare, lacquers, watches, caps, so many etcs.
I just, only, fell in love with fickle technology which keeps on changing every now and then.

It's CNY, again.
Please note that there is no exclaimation mark behind.
Let me refresh your memory, I never liked CNY.

fat girls? big nono.

2010-02-02T00:55:00.005+08:00

Fuck lah,
Everyone is saying that I became fat.
So what? Fuck off lor, as if you damn skinny.

Regards to the "ShinDong badmouths fat girls" issue, personally, I think he's right.
Guys somehow can be fat, but fat girls?
definitely a big nono.
Credits to allkpop.

Races, living in harmony.

2010-01-31T21:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I was shopping around with JTSM.
In Wisma Atrium.
There is this Caucasian promoter for those fragrance oil(?)
I think he is too bored or what,
He suddenly say, "Oh my oh my there is something on your hair!" to us.
Then he burst into laughter.
Like he is so charming or what.
And I ignored him, JTSM checked her hair lor!
Shouldn't have!
I so wanted to tell him,
"If you feel so superior and all, just because of your skin color, and thus making fun of passers-by.
Why not scramble back to your own country instead of staying in Singapore, being a promoter?"
Disturbing Singaporeans/people in Singapore make you feel good?
And when I was glaring at him, he showed me that, "Shrug+ smirk look"
And I rolled my eyes at him.
Shouldn't have!
Should just stare coldly at him, make him realise how much of a loser is he.
Of course there are very nice Caucasians in Singapore,
But there are just these few black sheeps among them which causes all these.
(Same applies to China citizens)

JTSM pronounced "Killers" as "Q-llers" instead of "Ki-llers" that day.

mental age; the difference.

2010-01-23T23:41:00.004+08:00

(click picture to enlarge)

I just can't believe the difference of my mental age and my brother's.
His is like so chim and profound
while mine, sounds(even looks) childish when compared.
TSK.

USES OF A CELLPHONE, BEFORE&AFTER.

2010-01-15T22:47:00.007+08:00

I need to update this blog.
I look skinny in here!

Have just a few pictures.

Went to Kuishin Bo.

With LPH

And NYL

Food was saliva-inducing!
(Seriously, worst way to introduce food. HA!)
Seriously, when 3 of us walked out of the restaurant,
I swear that we are the only ones abiding by the rules.
Taking the amount we need and finishing them.

My plate is damn random.
I always end up with weird combinations.
Sushi and dessert.
The one with the walnut-like tart is super nice!

I got eat vege 1 ok?!

Anyway, this reminded me of camera usage via cellphones.
My mindset has changed.
I used to snicker at others when they take out a Zero Dollar phone.
Don't know why, maybe just feeling that that is a loser image.
Whatsoever!
I know that is so not good and all.
Now, I encourage people to buy cheaper phones, with the necessary functions of course.
Because, it all ends up to:

1. Receiving/sending sms.
2. Receiving/making calls.
3. Random shots of food.
4. WIFI during lectures.
5. Act like a chao ah lian/beng and play music. (I used to do this during camps, now don't have already!)

So, I figured that normal people with a good sense of satisfactory (I didn't have that in the past.) would only need a phone that can:

1. Call.
2. Sms.
3. 3m.p camera. (Don't need to be what Carls Zeiss or Schnelder lens, only act pro la! Normal lens will do fine for normal people. If you really care about the lens, you would already head for a DSLR lor.)

Despite all these, I am getting a BB when my contract ends.

Oh, I saw this picture in folders dated quite long ago.

2009-12-05T21:48:00.002+08:00

I ate Sakae Sushi twice today!
Lunch was at Toa Payoh with LPH and TLF.
Then after lesson went to return library books.
And bumped into ATLL.
I like her hair!
But it is so expensive can?!
And I don't have that kind of long straight hair like hers.
Mine is too short and dry.
Too black also.
Ok, nevermind.
I am going to dye my hair ash color.
And, to get that color.
I think I need to dye my hair red first.
Wait till it fades, then it will be the type of ash I want!
So cool, 1 time dye, get 2 color. I like!
HAHAHA!
Then, LPH and I went to Suntec meet JPLM.
Wanted to the Japanese Buffet restaurant, Kushin Bo?
But, they ate already.
So no point going in, since they have to pay also.
I must find one day to go there eat.
It looks not bad.
Ok, supposedly was meeting JTSM and HHW.
But!
HHW cannot, she says she is busy.
I will get back to this later.
JTSM say she going MS.
But, in the end.
When I called her, she was at home.
Because she is too tired.
Refuse to go Suntec even though it is so near her house!
This will be my excuse forever when she invites me out when I don't feel like it.
And she can't do anything to me!
Ok, back to HHW.
Then, when I met JPLM.
She suggested that we call HHW.
Because the time she talked on the phone with her,
She said:"Call me out!" or something like that.
She everytime say this to everyone. Like she is so excited about meeting us. And she is so damn on.
So, JPLM did call.
I didn't tell JPLM that HHW did say she was busy.
But you know what not?!
She was out!
Watching movie some more!
And, worst still, her usual pattern.
"I call you later"
Then I told JPLM, "Don't believe her words. She won't be coming, on matter what. Happen a lot of times already."
Then, so true.
We put heavy words, if she not coming then we not staying so late to wait for her.
So, she said don't meet then.
Lucky I know her for so many years.
If not we will waste our hours waiting for her.
And she will last minute don't come one.

BUSY WEEK!

2009-12-03T17:22:00.004+08:00

Nice busy week.
Monday whole day school.
Felt like fainting upon writing 2 page long workings for 1 short equation.
Tuesday met up girls for dinner, Korean restaurant at Novena.
Not bad, but not spicy enough.
Wednesday went to work.
Then, movie "Gokusen: The Movie" at Tiong Bahru GV.

It is totally not nice.
Rating by me: 2/5
Maybe because I watched the 3 sequels of drama already.
Damn expected.
Today was actually meeting up for JPLM birthday.
Don't know why and when it was cancelled.
And I didn't got notified till I asked JTSM where was it.
I forgot to include this in my last post.
But my readers, be aware that I hate this too.
Tomorrow working again.
Saturday will be having Korean class.
Sunday will be dinner with family!

I decided to quit KBOX already.
Don't want to waste time on both parties.

DON'T WANT ANY OF THIS SHIT. ANYMORE.

2009-12-01T16:41:00.005+08:00

Disclaimer: LONG ENTRY. READ ONLY IF YOU WANT

I don't like it.
People who initiates the first move only when they need something for you.
And even worse, are those who ask others to ask me that they need something from me.

Fucker: "Can you ask Fiona can help me with..and can she lend me..she know how to do.."
Friend:"Cannot ask her yourself?"
Fucker:"Eh..you know her de la..and you see her more often..and it is weird for me to ask personally.."
Friend:"Oh. I help you ask lor. Since you are so pathetic. And she is like, so fierce."
******************************************************************************
Meanwhile,

Friend:"Fiona,.....ask whether can you help..lend..do.."
Me:"Why....cannot ask themselves?"
Friend:"Aiya, you so fierce...don't dare ask you..But can you..Don't be so bad la..Friends ma.."

Makes me feel that I am the bad guy here; if I don't help.
Neither the 3 of us were right.

#1. The fucker cannot ask me personally because I am too wicked and selfish thats why scared. But why in the first place ask me? I am so sorry I have a warped personality and frightened you. But you can ask me without facing me face-to-face.

#2. Ya, so you know my friend meets me more often. You know why? They ask. They take initiative. You, also my friend, felt distant. Whose fault? (I personally always take initiative to ask friends out, till I grew tired due to them refusing everytime because they are 'busy'.)

#3. My dumb friends. You are not helping. You are making things worst. Making me and that mutha-f s more distant. And thanks for saying that I am 'bad' to the mutha-f s. Thanks for the compliments my dumb friends.

#4. My fault. I should have seen it coming. From my attitude to personality. Being strong, stubbon, domineering, bossy, sarcastic. It is normal for the 3rd party to think likewise; I am a bully.

#5. Our fault. Why do it happen this way? Why we grew distant? Maybe we couldn't bother to think too, anymore.

I don't like it.
People who sits back and wait for you to ask them out.
And even worse, they accuse you of not asking them out when they themselves are meeting up.

Me:"Lets organize party"
*mass sms everyone*
Friend1 sms: "Sureee!!" (Damn on, I like!)
Friend2 sms: "Ok! when?" (Yes!! ON!!)
Friend3 sms: "Set man, who you ask already?" (SET! I asked everyone! Can't leave out anyone)
Friend4 sms: "I might be late, I try to go. Call you when I end work." (I understand, thanks for telling me in advance and the effort to come!)
Friend5 sms: "I going overseas" (No problem, next outing ask you again!)

Other friends, no reply.

This kind of situation is not the first. Neither will be the last.
They just don't bother to even reply. Makes you feel your worth already.
Still dare to claim that I never take initiative?
Think twice.
Maybe thrice.
****************************************************************

Other situation.

Once in a bluemoon meetup.
Friend:"Go out never ask us"
Me:"Aiya you all busy ma"
Me:"You all got meet?"
Friend:"Have, but very little"

So, you all also never asked. Why only blame me?

I don't like it.
People who doesn't care about other things than themselves. Example, people's birthdays and important events in their lives.
They claim to have other more 'important' stuff ongoing. Example, "I got to study", "I meeting others because they asked me out first", "I have work."

I have rebuttals for everything they say.

#1. You know you will have exams like, wayyyyyyyyy before. Why can't you study earlier? Why can't you manage your time? (Ok, so I know you have poor time management and you have so many other things to waste your precious studying time off. So what? It is your fault, not mine.)

#2. This is very ridiculous. You meeting someone else just because they asked you out like, in 2 weeks advanced. But, you clearly know that your friend's birth day for a fucking 2 x how many weeks beforehand. I am sorry that you have amnesia to only remember events for a short period like 3 days or 2 weeks or a few hours. It just shows that you don't give a fuck. Thanks. Period.

#3. Don't give me this shit. Using your work as an excuse. (I do that too, but I will just say. I am plain lazy too. I will explain later in the post. So shut up for now.) So others no need work, no need go school?! You make it seem like it is only you and only you who is tired.

I am very sure, I am not that kind of friend to disregard you. I might be give off that kind of aura. But think twice, I might just be the only one showing up for most of the events.(I know, not all events.)
Unless I am so lazy and tired. And the event is not significant. HA!
No matter how tired and lazy I am. I will not not go. Even if the venue is far and it is too early or too late and it is so out of way for me.
And the way I treat every individuals are different. Depending on how you treat me.
Don't come to me and say,"You very bias lei, only like..and bully.."
Open your eyes, see how they treat me back.
Of course I will like those who treat me better and also treat them better.
I am the typical 'tit for tat', 'eye for an eye' person.
Unless you are those impartial ones, who treats everyone equally (I mean, equally, check the dictionary before claiming you are.) Then, you can condemn me. Else, you can't.

If there is any false provided in here. Please, justify.

NEW SKIN! and I tweet now!

2009-11-26T22:38:00.003+08:00

Like my new skin?
Totally cool right?!
I signed up Twitter too!
You can find me here.
But I don't really know how to use it yet.
*HAHAHA*

By the way,
Regarding this new skin,
It was because the background .gif I 'use', from Photobucket.com died on me.
I like the way my photo displays on each post I make.
And the time header plus the enabled comments function + counting!
Not forgetting, the title header!

2009-11-24T22:14:00.003+08:00

I am so lost in MATH1 and MATH2.
I think I am so going to flunk finals.
STAT1 is too good to be true,
STAT2 killed me thoroughly.
I think the only benevolence bestowed is ECONS.
PBF can put me to sleep anytime, I mean it.
Have to start on MATH first.

KBox PT meeting was not a meeting.
It was more like,
They need people for this December.
Holiday period.
Then, they come to say, PTs are important.
What happened to all the schedules I gave during the past months?
Like they cared about PT importance, then.
They called on Thursdays, I gave my schedules.
Till the next Thursday, still wanted another schedule.
When my last schedule wasn't even given to me.
Gradually, I gave up.
At first was giving maybe 4 days of work.
Till I only gave 2-3 days.
Till 1 day.
Then, I didn't bother to call back when there are missed calls.
It doesn't matter anyway.
Then I don't give schedules now.
I figured, if they need people, they will find us.
Like how they initiated the meeting last Sunday.

2009-11-20T01:07:00.002+08:00

Busy week.
Monday, Thursday studies.
Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday working.
Saturday Korean class.
Sunday PT meeting.
And again, another long Monday cycled back.
I miss the poly life.

It's not that I don't know.
I am waiting for you to tell me.

2009-11-17T21:46:00.002+08:00

MBLAQ

Band founded by: Rain/Bi.
Company: JYP

Band against: BS2T/Beast

Don't find me weird.
I like GO and MIR.
GO is the one with shades.
MIR is the one who showed his bod.

2009-11-15T01:57:00.010+08:00

This MV is damn hot!
All the members have nice bods.

Anyway,
I still love BIGBANG the most.
Despite so many boybands I like.

-2PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (JAEBEOM! *chants repeatedly*)

-SHINee (ONEW~ JONGHYUN~)

-DBSK (MICKY MICKY MICKY! UKNOW~)

-Super Junior (Siwon sshi! Heechul oppa! Teukie cutie!)

-SS501 (yayaya, the HUA ZHELEI in korean BOF is the leader)

-Shinhwa (Dong wan oppa~~~~*drools*)

-F.T Island (You know, Choi Min Hwan has the same birthdate as me?!!?)

-Battle (RYUUU & LIOOO. don't ask why, I have a thang for rappers in boybands. HAHAH!)

-H.O.T (I know, same will not know, I can only say, GENERATION GAP.)

-Epik High (But not the new songs, the old songs are better and I still find Minthra weird)

FYI, in BigBang, I like T.O.P
If you still don't know, that is.
Then, B2ST/BEAST is Du Jun and Gi Kwang.

2009-11-15T01:30:00.005+08:00

Hello earthlings~
*says with the ET finger and got those robotic machine sounds (like UFO landing)*
If you don't know the sound, can just ask me in person.
I will demostrate for you!
Don't ask why, I think it's a type of opening for me.
Sounds profound and all geeky right?!
HAHAHAHAHA.
Random.
Ok,
I spent my actual birthday with my family,
Every year is same routine,
So you don't need to know anymore.
CTYL wants to meet, but we all no time.
Met up with sisters, on last Friday.
Chompchomp and stayover at HHW's.
I introduced them the show, You're Beautiful (Korean drama)
I have to say, HHW's Internet connection sucks, from her living room.
But her mom's room is fast like don't know what!
Because I watched the show before, hence I went to sleep.
While sleeping I can hear TXM laughing throughout the show.
Later on, too cold.
I went out to the living room to sleep.
As usual, HHW is a bad host.
Not only she doesn't give adequate blankets which are thick enough.
She provided us towels for blankets.
And she is the first one to knock out.
Then, today I met up with sisters plus JTSM, SSSL.
LKHW caught up later at IVINS.
The food is damn nice can?!

Thanks LJM for planning.

You planned well ok?

It's just that the others, they..
Are busy with other stuff.
But well, at least they wished me a Happy Birthday.
And I like the present!
Both headpiece,hair styling brush and the Sony handphone.
Although it was no longer a surprise,
Because both parties called me to ask for the color I want.
HA!
This year, I had most people wishing me.
I don't get it, it's not like this year is a special one like 18 or 21.
And those unexpected ones also!
And of course, unexpectedly, a few didn't wish me at all.
Maybe they thought, I know they will know?
Hence, no need?
Ok, I don't want to sound grumpy and selfish and self centered.
I love all my friends. =]]]]]]]]
And I just promised to love those who turned up today more than the others.
But I get a feeling I won't be treating LKHW any better.
Cause he silently stalks my blog.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Once more, thanks for turning up.
-LJM
-TXM
-HQY
-HHW
-JTSM
-SSSL
-LKHW

Of course to those who wished me.
The list is tooooooooo long,
I think got around 30-40 ppl.
You know I am thanking you can already!!
Those who think, 30-40 ppl too little,
SORRY HUH! I GOT VERY LITTLE FRIENDS WHO ARE TRUE.

Is it normal for me to be so unexcited for a birthday?
It's like, the excitements rapidly decreases every year.
I think I am getting older?!
I meant, mentally of course.

2009-11-09T12:48:00.002+08:00

Talk about surprises.
JTSM just called me and asked what color.
FOR THE GODAMN SONY HEADPIECE.
Then I told her, "Why not buy ITOUCH for me?"
She told me to go and die.
Hahahahaha!
So rude!
Ask her friend to die before her 20th!

Anyway, I am using TXM's ITouch to blog this entry.
So going to own 1 before my 21st.
This year's birthday pressies are all so fantastic.
Is the economy getting better?
Hahahahaha!!
Maybe it is my popularity getting higher uh?!
Hohoho!

Rather than pressies,
I'd rather everyone be present for the celebration! :)
I will definitely be seeing a few already,
Some have work,
Some have school,
Some have other commitments,
NYL has As. He can jolly well just study instead.
But he must make sure he comes for my 21st.
I WANT TO MEET ALL OF YOU YOU YOU!!!

2009-11-01T23:49:00.004+08:00

I have been watching this KDrama nowadays.
Was actually skeptical, as the cast wasn't strong and consists of all youngsters.
My age!
Asshole! My age and they are so famous.
Sing and dance, now acting!
Those whom I recognise are,
Lee HongKi - FT Island,
UEE - After School,
Park Shin Hye - from the drama 'Tree of Heaven'
But I don't recognise the lead actor, Jang Geun Seok ( But he starred in Hwang Jin Yi and Beethoven Virus, etc. )
Find more details of the drama in Dramawiki.
I am going to find a handsome and rich Korean husband, live there and let my children be famous too.
You know~ Like Big Bang, Super Junior, F (X), SNSD.
HAHAHA!
OK! I am only dreaming right?!
DREAM ALSO CANNOT AH!

ANYWAY~
Despite the bad reviews that were given online, and ratings were not as high in Korea scoreboards.
I find the drama quite fun to watch with.
Really suits those people who have those dreams for the entertainment industry.
And they showed the 'dark' side of the entertainment circle in 'some ways' really apt!
Watch it yourself!
Up till now ( 8th episode ), I still find this drama interesting enough to make me wait for another week for 2 more episodes.
YES! One week, 2 episodes!
On Wednesdays and Thursdays.
If you can understand Korean, you can watch it on time in tudou.com
But if you can't, you have to wait one more day for the subs. :(

2009-10-31T23:31:00.006+08:00

click pic to enlarge

I want thisssssssss!!
Damn cheap also, $129.
My pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay, my pay.
*chants repeatedly*
I heard about Challenger members able to get this at 125sgd/set.
Who are members from Challenger?!?!
Even though it's only a $4 deduction, it's alot to me can?!
My PT job is $6/hr can?!

Anyway~
My Campus Visa DC reached me!
*HOHOHO~*

2009-10-27T21:52:00.003+08:00

Sunday outing with my girls was superb!
HQY couldn't make it.
I wish good health for your grandma! :)
Met up with HHW and LPH on the bus.
I was late.
Then, when we reached Bugis,
Proceeded with lunch at V8 together with LJM and TXM.
After that, walked for a while,
And had dessert at Benten (that was after LJM left)

Oh, had the 'Next Challenge'

At first, LPH and TXM said we couldn't finish it.
.....
.........
.............

But, we ended up ordering another curry rice.
And finished it faster than we can capture it on camera -.-

2009-10-23T22:06:00.002+08:00

As usual, my blue-er Mondays as compared to others.
Tuesday is working day!
Like damn fun, cause it was the day I first knew that promo was 'Sorry Sorry - SuJu'
Everyone is going "Sorry sorry...." + doing the hand thing.
Then I spent my Wednesday sleeping in.
Thursday was fun fun fun!
Went school for enjoyable Stats2.
Yes, Stats2!
Headed home for a afternoon nap,
Met SSSL and JTSM at Vivo for a random photoshoot!
Around 6++, 7pm, reached C8 for Kbuffet.
Met up with LKHW, JPLM, HHW.
Was high till~
Thanks to colleagues for bringing in jugs of water. :)
Oh! Took really unglam photos in the room.
OH OH! Thanks JTSM and LKHW for the gifts from cheena China!
After singing alot of 'last songs', went home.
And we 'shun bian' took a few more jumping shots in the MRT.
For today, I almost couldn't wake up!
I set alarm at 9.20am.
I switched it off, thinking that I will only take 5 more minutes.
But, when I wake up, it's already 10.15am!
I rushed and dashed out without blow-drying my hair.
(And thats when my $2 bristle hair brush from Daiso Vivo came in handy!)
Resulting in me having a good hair day!
I don't know, work can be so irritating at times.
But when colleagues are fun, it can make such a huge difference.
Work has been putting me off since my girls from work resigned due to schooling,
And when 2 guys I usually bullshit with was not in the same shift anymore.
But since, it was due to their upcoming, already promotion to higher rank~
It is an event to be worth smiling for. :)
But I will definitely appreciate,
If the tradition of sayin me being 'man' can be well forgotten and not being passed down.
Ok, as much as I love to talk about work.
Shall stop here.
It's never-ending grumbles and fun being described which you guys don't understand.
HAHAHA!
Ok, tomorrow is Hangeul lesson 2!
Sunday is Sisters Gathering Day.
And coming in a vicious cycle, my blue-er Mondays than your normal Monday blues.

2009-10-20T21:27:00.004+08:00

CCB, the fucking UOB assistant scammed me.
I went to Somerset's UOB and enquire.
They say can la!
And is very friendly and nice that kind.
She initiated to help me process the linking of cards.
And very politely told me that it will take some time, as they need to verify my signature and all.
CAUSE' I REGISTERED IN THE TPY UOB LITE OUTLET.
The fucking sales/rep/whatever who served me,
Is like as if I owe her money or what.
And die die say what, Campus a/c can only be students from NUS, NTU, SMU.
I asked her like, twice to confirm lor and she also go ask her colleague at the counter.
But I saw that my account type is under Campus Account.
And I thought, "Maybe is need to process like that?"
Fuck you la!

So I figured, is either,
1. They fuckingly scammed me because of commission basis?
2. They are not professional enough to know the facts that when a customer specifies what type of account they wants.
3. The whole of TPY UOB Lite outlet doesn't know the existence of this account, cause the front counter (for general enquiries) told me, the promotion ended long ago.

I am so pissed by their staff there.
Never will I step in the outlet.
I will proceed to the main outlet (traditional types) no matter how long is the queue, I SWEAR.

2009-10-19T21:10:00.002+08:00

I settled for a normal NETS card.
SIM students are not eligible for the campus card! :(
So many disadvantages for SIM students la, transport concession not given, now is campus card.
Don't know is the person scam me or what.
*sigh*

2009-10-18T00:38:00.002+08:00

Despite the PH, I still went out.
To purple line some more!
All the ahnehhhhhssssss.
To compensate myself for the postponed date with sister.
And for the card~
I went shopping at Vivo!

Firstly, met LPH at DBG Mrt.
Called JPLM.
Ate with TXM @ Carls Jr.
HHW came to meet us while I was in the changing room.
Time flew like no one's business la!
Dinner was with JPLM and JL and LPF and the rest of us.
TXM went home early due to her kayaking in early morning.
Catching up was fun.
Especially when we have so much of common interests.
Like, dance, korean artistes and hangeul.
It is sad to realise the truth that some are not as close anymore.
But as long as their endeavours are headed towards, I guess it is all right.

ATLL cannot meet us to catch up!
neh ni neh ni pu pu. And I know why!
*sly smile*

2009-10-16T23:26:00.003+08:00

KNN!
TOMORROW DEEPAVALI RIGHT?!

PUBLIC HOLIDAYS;BANKS NOT OPEN!

NEVER MIND!
Giving me more day to practise my signature!
*sinister laughter*

2009-10-16T19:29:00.003+08:00

This week is kind of boring for me.
As usual Monday and Thursday for schooling, Wednesday for dancing.
Exceptionally, this Saturday's Hangeul will be cancelled due to Deepavali.
And the officially meeting with my sister, RLWQ was cancelled.
For the sake of vouchers, it was postponed for a better cause.
HA!
Tomorrow I will be heading down UOB to make an account there,
Hopefully to get a chequeable account along with a Visa debit card, those really can sign ones.
I have read up about those in the UOB website .
Seems cool right?!
Don't go and copy me to sign up for this huh!
LPH just wanted to copy me when I told her about this piece of godamn good news la!
I think everyone will just go make this card upon chancing my post la!
And my main purpose of making this is not mainly because of the signing,
I admit I am superficial, but UOB cards always have discounts la!
And I love discounts can!? Like, who doesn't?
It is because of the really really really short queues UOB and OCBC always have!
Make me so envious when my friends go queue for their transactions almost instantaneously,
When mine needs like 10minutes or so.
*TSKKKKKKKKK*

2009-10-12T23:56:00.002+08:00

Let me introduce, Econs.
This is for Yr1.
My lecturer is damn good I tell you.
I have 4 lecturers and M.Ting ranks 2nd! my favourite is B.Ong!

How I wish Econs remained as easy as it was 1 month ago.
Where there was only at most,
Maybe 2 graphs to plot?
And derive? Less than 10 line/curves then.
I don't even want to mention the messy and cramped graphs.
With joint curves and at least to plot 4 graphs for a question.
Plus, cracking your brain where the point should be at, at which point of time/perspective, etc.
Still managable now, but, soon it will be disastrous for me.

You see, the tables of each of the students are still neat right?
But not now.
Even during breaks, people stay behind.
Either to ask questions or to discuss amongst.
For me, sleep time!
Power nap is very important for me during Monday mornings now.
Please notice that, 'Monday mornings' are blue in color.

I detest PBF.
So boring can?!

2009-10-11T13:14:00.001+08:00

I need to do my Math1.
But I feel so lazy.
Out of 4 questions, I only know how to solve 2.

2009-10-08T20:15:00.005+08:00

Watched Fame today with SSSL, LPH and TLF.
I couldn't really say that the story was smooth.
But the plot projected lives in a more in depth and realistic way.
Life isn't a bed with fluffy pillows. (I refuse to say "roses" cause they have thorns so not comfortable)
You get disappointed.
You get demoralised.
You work hard, but results aren't as desired.
You get to envy people, even friends, for their inborn talent.
You all will head in different directions in life, even when your interests are the same.
Even if you think likewise all the time.
Be aware that, there are people who can't even do anything for themselves.
You are lucky enough to try, to be given a chance.

Movie rated: 3.5/5

p.s Allegra said I dance well in front of the whole class. *shows off proudly*

2009-10-03T23:50:00.003+08:00

I tried to convince LPH to go for a Blackberry Bold.
But, she doesn't like it.
I saw my Stat1 classmate using it.
It was damn cool.
URGH!
I shouldn't have rushed into getting LG Renoir.

2009-10-02T17:08:00.004+08:00

I was scared yesterday.
It was around 9pm, my mom suddenly cried out loud for help.
I turned around and gave her the -.- look.
Cause she always plays this kind of jokes.
But then, she touched her ear and showed me all the blood.
Then I rushed over.
The whole family rushed over to her!
I saw her ear.
What the hell la, it was torn into half. she is ok now, after more than 10 stitches to stitch them back together.
I ran and ran for taxi.
It was really scary can, and stupid taxis.
When I need them, they disappear.
When I don't need them, they keep stopping/slowing in front of us.
Then, there is this taxi driver.
Super irritating.
When my brother ask him to stop, he say cannot stop.
It was a freaking roundabout where I usually alight can?!
IS CAN STOP ONE LA.
IT IS A ROUNDABOUT.
I asked him whether he can go faster not, to where my parents are waiting.
He didn't increase the speed at all.
And remained at around 40km/hr.
I feel like slapping him already.
And because he is so slow, they got onto another cab.
Already on the way to TTSH already.
Can you imagine how slow he is.
If you all know, the place where my parents are waiting.
Is at the bus stop, where I alight from buses.
It was where the roundabout where vehicles drive in, but instead, is go straight.
IT IS THERE O N L Y!
Then, I couldn't find them.
Cause I ran out, I didn't bring my phone.
I ask whether he can lend me phone to make a single call.
YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAY.
PHONE NO BATT!
Ok, supposedly his phone really no batt.
Then, I want to alight to find already.
Cause I saw my brother.
Then brother told me that my parents just called that, they went off first.
Cause they find us, but we really too slow.
So they just hopped onto a new cab.
And is JUST hop on another cab la.
Can you imagine.
My injured mom change clothes,
No, IS MY WHOLE FAMILY CHANGE CLOTHES ALREADY.
AND WALKED TO THE BUS STOP.
IS WALK TO THE BUS STOP, MIND YOU.
IS SLOWER THAN THE TAXI D R I V I N G TO THE PLACE.
To think, cause I was relieved that they were already on their way,
I apologized to the cab uncle.
Fuck man I shouldn't have.
And then, you know what he say.
"Sorry no use la, say sorry also need to pay me"
And you know how much was the fare.
FUCKING THREE DOLLARS LA.
Short distance right!
But is he drive further away from the roundabout.
Say what, cannot turn.
Is when I insist can turn,
Then he so unhappily turned back.
ROUNDABOUT CANNOT TURN OUT, YOU THINK I RETARDED OR WHAT.
IF ROUNDABOUT CANNOT TURN, HOW TO ROUND ABOUT?!!?
And if he say, he already start the meter, still need to pay.
I WILL BE MORE PACIFIED CAUSE I WAS PLANNING TO PAY.
I NEVER SAY DON'T WANT PAY HIM, DESPITE HIM GOING SO SLOW.
I forgot to see the cab license plate.
NABEH CHAO CHEE BYE LA.
I CURSE THE UNCLE I TELL YOU.
FUCKING CURSE HIM.
THIS TYPE OF LANJIAO DRIVER.
I WILL CURSE HIM EVERY YEAR ON MOON CAKE FESTIVAL. HAHAHAHA!
KNN.

Thank you HHW for wishing my mom on fast recovery. :)
Sorry guys, for not making to the event tomorrow.
Can you all help me to curse the cab driver.
I was hoping, the more curses he receives, the more guilty he feels after thinking.
And he cannot sleep well.
And then cannot apologize to me and my family.
And get whatever very CHAM retribution.
I can totally imagine him relating the incident yesterday night,
That, a lady think say sorry then can no need pay,etc etc.
FUCK YOU LOR.
YOU THINK THREE DOLLARS I CANNOT AFFORD AH.
Another reminder, I was already going to pay.
ARGH I AM SO PISSED.

AND THE TAXI IS COMFORT TAXI.
I USED TO ONLY TAKE COMFORT LOR.
NOW, I WILL TAKE SMRT.
AND COMFORT IN NEWLY REVAMPED STYLE, NOT THE OLD TYPE.
fucking uncle, spoil image of friendly Comfort cab uncles I have for them.

FUCK YOU.

2009-09-28T21:25:00.005+08:00

Mondays are always so blue.
Not those blue sky and white cloud, blue.
Is moody blues.
It seems like mine is of a darker shade of blue,
Which is blue-er than the rest of the blues you all have.
HAHAHA!

Celebrated 2 birthdays in a row.
Friday, XTWX @ Fish&Co.
Saturday, LJM @ Marina Barrage.

Friday was just a simple dinner.
Shall upload photos when I am using my laptop.

Saturday was a whole day celebration.
Damn tired I tell you.
Actually we planned to go to farmart which HQY suggested.
But due to time constraints, we held the celebration at Marina Barrage.
Being a city girl, I seriously never thought of going there.
Like the weather so hot, then make me perspire and then got alot of insects.
But still, surprisingly, it was hell load of fun!
Met LPH for grocery shopping.
Went her house.
Made sushi, sandwiches, fried cheese tofu, fuzhou fishball, LPH brand dumplings.
Alot right!
Then when we reached there, it was scorching hot!
Used umbrellas for shade.
TXM brought snoopy mat.
I brought my hat, which came in handy when taking photos.
From standard poses to poised to funny to kuso to act artistes to jumping jacks!

Finally,

HAPPY 20TH LJM!!

T.O.P is only 2yrs and 1 week older than me!

2009-09-24T23:09:00.012+08:00

BIG BANG

Order: From left to right.
♥♥ T.O.P, Daesung, G-Dragon, Taeyang, Seungri.

Crazy over them.
And did I mention about,

IN ORDER TO DYE MY HAIR ASH GREY,
I AM GOING TO FIND A NEW JOB.
so bored now.

2009-09-24T14:03:00.001+08:00

Horrid Stat1 test is over.
I think it was ok!
*strikes a proud pose*

Coming up next, Math1 assignment.

2009-09-22T22:53:00.003+08:00

Went to watch this just now with my girls♥

LPH, TLF, TXM, HHW.

Definitely a mustwatch chick flick!
8.7/10 ya, a near 9!
Problem is, they didn't show more about the progress within the 2 main leads.
Just showed their sudden passion in the lift. *cough*
I just felt that the ending was a little rushed.
Guess that their budget for the project was used up?
*LAUGH*

I am so looking forward to many things.
Dance choreo starts tomorrow! Although it's just ABC (introduced in my previous post)
Stupid Stat1 test on Thursday. I am not looking forward to this.
In name of XTWX's 21, meeting up with D2I on Friday.
LJM birthday celebration on Saturday.
And lastly, working on Sunday.
Oh not forgetting, Monday a full school day starts after a hiatus of 2 weeks. tskkkkkkkkkkk!

I LOVE T.O.P♥♥♥
BIG BANG HWAITING!

2009-09-19T18:18:00.010+08:00

I dont want to work in IT fairs already.
Cause the market now is, jin shi bu tong wang ri.

I miss my girls at work.
It is just not the same when people come and go.
Not the same when there is no one to bitch with.
Not the same when there is no one to kpkb with.
Not the same when there is no one to laugh with.

I love birthday cakes.
It just taste different for me as compared to normal day cakes.
Don't you feel that birthdays completed with a icannotfinisheatingit! cakes are wonderful?

This was taken during LPH's 22nd with sisters.
I always feel, and I mean always, the weirdest among them.

I show you how.
Recent photos taken during outings.

This is counted an OK photo, since the only one acting chio is LJM.

I told them, "NEARER TO THE CAMERA!!!"
And they, squatted with each other at the back, crammed.
With the epic pose of "twist with a sweet smile, we are ladies".

I don't really get this photo either.
We found a hole in the ground.
Ain't we suppose to pose with it?
Ok, maybe it is just me!
HA!

I like this, LJM is totally like a freak together with me!
And HQY looks totally off even she is the one usually in frequency with me.
T/C apply: Frequency only when taking photos.

I am glad they are willing to go haywire.
But they can try more.
And I think HQY looks really clowny in this photo.
I think is because of her smile.

Ok, the comparison of photos and explanations are done.
Get back to topic of blogging.

Outing in name of, "QY IS IN THE 2- CLUB."

~~I went to~~ We went to Bottle Tree Park!!

After eating the 'don't know how many course meal'
With crabs and prawns and fish, wonderful lunch!
All the seafood~ exclaims dreamily

They went to feed the fishes which we ate their companions.
I was only looking at them feeding the fishes.
Hypocritical right!?

I wore my brand new converse sneaks!
And LPH wore her Nike dunks.
The puny feet on the right belongs to HQY.

We went to climb and pose at every inch and notch.
I felt that all the photos taken on that particular day made us look like tourists!

Oh, the previous picture, just showed that LJM is too timid to climb up the rocks.
Please note that, HQY needed my help to climb up.
And she had difficulty jumping down.
Plus, she left the presents we gave her on top of the rocks.

Going back to the main entrance.
Not forgetting to pose!

Settled down at The Cove,
It was a nice and cosy place.
Good ambience and surroundings made Singapore looks seemingly peaceful, for the time being.

They had a package for a pack of 6 Hooches.
Only $30!
Plus, you get 10% off next purchase on the spot if you are in your birthday month!

Final touch, a normal picture to end the day off.

MS Singout 09 Post celebration.

NYL, JTSM.

JTSM, RL.

I die die also want to pose with my owl necklace.
So kitschy la!

Oh oh oh!
I get to touch and fiddle with a DSLR finally!
Cause in the past, I didn't develop any interest in that machine, the DSLR.
But I guess, it was fun.
Camera was by SSSL.

To reward you guys.
And to compensate also.
I let you all see a picture of me.
Just in case, you were missing me!

2009-09-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

I have so much to update.
Let me settle my new home PC.
Transfer photos, music, etc.
Then, I will do some decent update.

Well, went to first lesson at DWZ.
Allegra said that I have my own "flavour"
But there is a need to strengthen my foundation.
First time I did isolation for 1 whole hour.
It is an ABC (Absolute Basic Class), as taught by JTSM today.

Stats1 tomorrow, eeeks.
But it is a whole lot better than Math1.

2009-08-29T13:03:00.006+08:00

BLOGGER KEEPS GIVING ME UI PROBLEMS.

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I can't update properly.
I can't upload pictures.
I can't format my paragraphs.
And I am totally lazy to update via HTML.

I shall update my eventful weeks when BLOGGER is ready.

2009-08-21T00:31:00.002+08:00

This show is damn good, I tell you.
For the first time, I felt that the movie time just slipped past.
Ratings:10/10!!
It is a super duper must watch movie can?!
With SSSL, JTSM and LPH.
Like, watched the movie right after we ended our work!
So exciting, rush here rush there. *laughs*
A few more flicks I want to catch.
Final Destination, The Ugly Truth, etc.
But all these are coming out either end of month of September.
I can't wait!

I love working now! :)

2009-08-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

I have been having fever since Thursday till Monday.
In a flash, I slept through those days.
It is like seriously, I only wake up to eat medicine and to the washroom.
Oh!
I didn't get to bathe too!
So that makes my record of 3 days not bathing to an official F O U R.
*proud laughter*
Ok, anyway, I went to work on Wednesday.
Got to see some of those crazy and fun people at work.
Had this super early lecture at 8.30am.
Reached KBOX at around 12.30pm.
Slept in 29 till JTSM came.
And she was supposed to reach at 12.45pm.
She only reached 10minutes before 2pm.
Her reason? Too tired, chionged HK Drama till 6am, so she slept back.
I have work tomorrow too!
While thinking of the money earned, just go ahead and work.
It is so much better than doing nothing at home and meeting friends to do nothing outside and waste on transport, dining and shopping.

If anyone of you realised, I took off the 'loves you' in msn quick message.
Cause I realised, loving all the people doesn't mean they love you the same back.
After so much that happened, deep down I know how whom and who to treasure more already.

2009-08-05T00:18:00.002+08:00

Classes at SIM Global started on Monday, 3rd of August.
Despite the early class slot that I have chosen.
Everything seems to be fine.
For now, I think my modules are quite interesting.
Especially Economics.
Then Mathematics1 is not bad, it is better now.
Since I used to loath Elementary Mathematics.
But Principles of Banking and Finance is way too boring.
I guess it depends on the lecturer.
*shrugs*
No, I have not made new friends.
But it is ok, since both Econs and Math1 needs concentration.
I don't mind being alone in these 2 classes.
And in UOL there is no such thing as group work, assignments, attendance, etc etc.
Which is good in a way.
But, when you think of 100% based on papers itself.
I doubt you will relax.
Anyone tell me where to find the studio for Dreamwerkz?!
I couldn't seem to find the clubhouse in SIM.
On seconds thought, they might not have it.
But then, where do they hold their lessons?!
I want to register for basic classes to get my foundations done.

2009-07-30T00:04:00.004+08:00

Finally its LPH's 22nd.

She is so happy luh!
More pictures can be found on my FB(click here).

HAPPY 22ND LPH!

2009-07-23T00:43:00.002+08:00

Super fun day today!
Ok, I just got a finger cramp. i know, random.
Anyway, my day started meeting up with CGKX the bimbo.
Went to Yum Cha.
We were supposed to meet JPLM at the control station.
But she took bus and met us directly at Yum Cha.
Shortly, LPH arrived.
Ok, my conclusion is the Yum Cha made me super bloated.
For the whole day can?!
Ok, then CGKX left for class.
We walked aimlessly in Orchard.
Till suddenly the news of attending Winnie's open class @ 8pm reached us.
So, we just decided to go.
Since I like her groove so much.
Thank you, LPF for bringing shoes and clothes for me.
And XTWX, for my pants.
I initially thought that open classes are supposed to be easy.
For beginners, that kind.
But I was wrong!
Super hard can?!
I couldn't catch a few steps, have to work on it.
Till someday, somehow, I will be able to follow throughout the whole session.
Look forward to that day everyone!
Even though I am in the minority ones who couldn't catch, I still feel positive over the lesson.
You get to know where you stand,
What you need to improve on,
Concentration level to up up up!

I want to broaden my sights in aspects of dance!

2009-07-22T03:00:00.006+08:00

Reignite the fire within.

Minitry

I have always been interested in playing with formations.
Staring hard into videos almost everyday before I started to work was a routine.
Now, I will be getting back to it.

2009-07-16T01:46:00.003+08:00

It used to be.

Now it is.

Prioritize.
Management.
Passion.

I need them back.

2009-07-05T22:35:00.004+08:00

I finally got my first official 1 month pay in full!
Deducting CPF and UPL and not getting the month's tip due to lateness.
Anyway, it is getting more fun working there.
But at the same time, it is getting more tiring.
Maybe I haven't gotten enough rest everyday.
But to think of it, I'd rather be like this tired.
Then to be tired otherwise.
Example, stay up too late due to late night gatherings, watching too much dramas, sleeping too much, etc etc.
I am very much looking forward to Taiwan trip this year end.
Which I very hope much that it will take place in factual reality when this year ends comes.
If nothing goes wrong, I will be celebrating my Christmas with friends in Taiwan in 2009.

I need therapy in regards of retailing.
I need quality time spent with friends.
Which I lost while working.
I need to gather myself up for studies, after a long break since graduation.
I need my stubbornness to turn into determination.
I need to curb my gluttony; salivating at sights of good food.

HELP ME DECIDE PLEASE!

2009-06-24T23:23:00.004+08:00

I ask you huh.
Which one should I get?
Use the tagboard or msn me.

Should I be more bold, and get the red one.

Cause personally I think its more striking.
And it attracts a lot of attention.
Or should I stick with silver, which I can match with my colourful sweatpants.

Be the way, my sweatpants are in pink, red and purple.
Not forgetting basics of black and grey, of course.
Then there are these 2.
I used to like the pink, cause I used to have this craze about pink.

Don't ask me why, it is a 'used to' that's why I bought my series of lollipop sweats.
Now, I think yellow suits me more.

But problem is, it doesn't goes with any of my sweats!
I feel like buying it, purely because I feel like it.
But it will be a damn waste of money can?!
Cause I wont be able to wear it, cause I will look stupid.
Imagine red yellow, it reminds of the McDonald uncle.
Imagine purple yellow, I think I will look like a vegetable. No pun intended.
Imagine pink yellow, I look retarded!
I can only match it with my black and grey sweats then~
*wails super loudly*

Help me!

2009-06-24T18:07:00.002+08:00

Ok, good thing.

Had a surprise party for HHW.
Uploading of pictures and hopefully, videos when everything is ready.
Thanks to everyone of you who came!

2009-06-22T01:07:00.004+08:00

I think my temper is getting worst.
Anyway, some people are not whom I thought they were to be.
Good and bad.
Oh, and I have been feeling really tired.
It is like, both physically and mentally.
I don't know why.
Or maybe this is a sign of getting old.
Wait, old means white hair.
And old means not being a teen.
I have super black hair, and I am nineteen now.
Not to mention that I am going to twenty in half a years time.
But still, at this very moment I am a teen.

I need a good laugh.
I need to laugh.

2009-06-08T00:04:00.003+08:00

Event: Pinkdot SG

I finally know the feeling of helplessness.
In a playground, played some turning thing.
In the end, cannot stop due to built up momentum, resulting in speed.
I vomited thrice.
Felt sick for at least 3 hours.

The latest pet phrase is "KP" kam pua

2009-06-04T21:11:00.006+08:00

Have been working in KBOX for 3 weeks.
Around there.
Working there is quite upsetting.
The places that I used to work at,
I looked forward to starting work every morning.
But, not KBOX.

Happy things to show you guys.
Finally got photos! more available at FB!

And 1 video,
I think it will infringe the statement: Obscenity
Just play it and you will know why.
*laugh super loudly*

2009-05-08T00:33:00.001+08:00

Lend me your shoulder to rest on, please?

2009-05-04T01:52:00.006+08:00

I want to do updates, but I am lacking of pictures.
Faster send me all the pictures!
From themed bbq, to surprising JTSM, to jumping jacks at Marche!
I don't really like to make new friends.
I like to stay in my own little world of close cliques.
But I do welcome new people. provided they click with me.

Quote from JPLM
Friendships are just like building sites.
You make the foundation,
You build a strong building.
It doesn't end there.
You know, no matter what happens,
Friends are those buildings, they are there for you.
For shelter and protection.
Some might collapse halfway. Hence, we clear away those debris. But, the memories of the buildings are kept safely within us. When ready, it can be built again, on the land we kept for the building, believing the rebuilt.
Some might look old and forsaken, but it is strong, no matter how long you leave it there.
Some seems promising, you know it will be strong.
Some, you don't even want to build it. So, there is this empty space in the field for new buildings.

What I want from friendships is simple.
You don't need to be always near me.
You can be anywhere, but please,
Be with me, when, I need you.
Believe me, when, I need you.
Support me when I am weak, I need you.
Guide me when I am lost, I need you.
Love me, I need you.
Laugh with me, I need you.

I am glad I have my own buildings, all strong and ongoing.
My primary school pasat besties,
CTYL, KLW, DTWK, TYX, NWJ.
My sisters,
HHW, LJM, HQY, LPH, TXM.
My bitch,
XTWX.
My loves,
JPLM, JTSM.

I know they will be there for me.
It is all about trusting, maintaining, giving in.
We have had our conflicts.
But I believe it is just parts and parcels of life.

2009-05-02T04:32:00.002+08:00

JTSM YOU ARE 20 ALREADY.
It's like, no longer a teen.

first time working together.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-04-30T01:59:00.003+08:00

JTSM gave me an idea when we were talking in MSN.
This poll is applicable to everyone who knows us.
Results are purely for fun!
But still, choose carefully!!!!
*gives menacing stares*
Don't vote yourself!!
Be honest, cause I cant check.

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2009-04-12T20:14:00.005+08:00

Hello people!
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